We were all little once...

Growing up… all I wanted was to get to experience my family… for real.

My dad was always working or too tired or sick.

My mom was always angry or to neglected or too sick.

(Kinda same story with my grandparents)

My brothers and I struggled with each other (to say the least) also… wtf right

As I got older so did they.

They also became more of what they had chosen.

I missed out on THEM even more.

So have my own kids…. their grandchildren.

Thing is my parents have always been around. They aren’t alcoholics. They aren’t drugees. They aren’t dead.

(I dont believe they are bad people or have or had bad intentions.)

They have however bought into a whole bunch of bullshit that has stolen their experience and the experience others could have of them. (People they created and the people they created)

They are pharma layered. They eat all the poison. They slave to jobs (not joys). They gave away most of their time to someone else’s agenda (often still do). Worshipped false idols (yep). Will work till they die…. and are completely unaware. (and not a judgment… all observations… of them and millions of others)

Other than the fact that I seem to be one of the weirdos who has always reminded them of what they are. Or at least not what they chose.

Funny (Real) thing is…. I’m exactly what they chose. They just never have been able to see.

I believe… because nobody saw it in them… and let it be!

I fought hard to get to be who I am.

Not because I’m being something I am not. Because it took alot to let go of all the layers they had for me and the beliefs they wanted me to own.

I just couldn’t.

I see so much more life to live than I see most living. It appears it thrives better too.

You get to pick how you want to live out your experience…. even with a force before you saying otherwise.

You do.

Allow yourself to feel (and listen) more, than “they” say…. your soul will emerge and carry you all the way!

Also if your a parent…. consider the experience you might be offering your own 🤷‍♀️

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If you are looking to level up… reach out

#knowyourworth #lovethemall #family #heal